There is only so much I can do.....

It's another weekend. Another weekend at home. Waiting for that someone special. The someone special has been busy with work. I have been trying my very best to understand and accommodating. Weekend is something that I always look forward, the only time of the week where quality time can be spent. Now it has become something that I hated. Hated the feeling of not knowing what to do. Hated the feeling of wasting my time. Hated to have the one-sided feeling. There is only so much I can do. The seed of love needs constant showering with nutrients, so that it can bloom beautifully.